Monday, January 12, 2009

Just Feel Better

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I got a key to the door
But it just won't open...

I know I know I know
Part of me says let it go
And life happens for a reason
I don't I don't I don't
Cause it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through
The haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl, I need a change
Yeah and I'll do anything
To just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping


I know I know I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
Every day's the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through
The haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better

I can't find my way
Girl, I need a change
And I'll do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I ought leave behind, yeah
It's really gettin' old
I think I need a little help this time

Yeah

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through
The haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better

I can't find my way
Girl, I need a change
And I'll do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better

-Steven Tyler and Carlos Santana

Thursday, December 25, 2008

"I'll Be Home For Christmas" Wait! NO I Won't! Dang!

"It says December 25th on my phone, but I just don't believe it." -Alisha. Well it has been a pretty fun time in Paris so far but definitely doesn't feel like Christmas unfortunately. But Paris has been nice. Oh and I woke up on Wednesday with a voicemail from one of my bestest friends, Sara Faith, telling me she is ENGAGED! I guess I can say I wasn't too surprised that she is because we all knew it was going to happen but I was so happy she called me, even though I missed it. So CONGRATS BESTEST FRIEND! Right now I'm really tired and don't really want to do this but I'm waiting for Alisha to get out of the shower so I can take one and go to bed haha. But Tuesday I had the day off so I packed for Paris and then had the 5 hour car ride here and that really pretty much sucked! I met up with Juliana and Enrique near the Eiffel Tower after be asked out by a 70 year old man!!! I stayed the night with them at the hotel.

The next morning I went with them and their family to walk around the town until I picked up Alisha at the train station. We came to Sophie's mom's house here in Paris and then went to my first Catholic mass. And it was in French of course. That was interesting haha. We helped wrap a few presents and then went to bed.

Alisha and I slept in until 11 and then got dressed and when all the family came there was a mad rush to the living room to see what Santa brought. I had already opened what my mom sent me and that was AWESOME! I could not believe how much she fit in one box. I got mistletoe, pjs, shirts, a watch, stockings, and everything else you can imagine haha! Then Santa brought me a cookbook, chocolate, a Paris guide, a Barcelona guide, a necklace and peanut butter! Our lunch started at around two and when Alisha and I left the house at 5 they were still going to have salad, cheese and dessert. Insane! We went to the Eiffel Tower so Alisha could see it and then me Enrique, Juliana and Juan on the Champs-Elyses. We walked around for a while and saw stuff and then Alisha and I came home and now I'm going to bed. Good night =D and Merry Christmas!

Monday, December 22, 2008

The Randomness of Me

1. I’m usually not attracted to guys shorter than me.

2. I like to write poems when I’m inspired or have a lot on my mind. It tends to help me sort out my feelings.

3. I really, really miss my jeep! (Even with all the gas it sucks and trouble it has given me.)

4. I want to marry someone darker than me =D

5. I love mozzarella cheese.

6. I think it’s kinda fun when a cute guy can’t speak the same language and you have to work really hard to communicate.

7. I’m anxious to be a mama but definitely waiting!

8. I’ve been to four or five countries in one day.

9. I hate one way roads.

10. I love lightning and thunder (I will lose sleep to watch them).

11. I want a tattoo but won’t get one.

12. My favorite Swiss chocolate is Toblerones and you can get those in the States!

13. I don’t really have a favorite color but I love wearing black shirts.

14. I hate contention.

15. My dream guy is 6’4”.

16. I hate getting in trouble.

17. I’ve been pulled over 4 times and gotten 2 tickets.

18. I listen to songs over and over again until I get sick of them.

19. I live my life to music. (Rarely is my world silent).

20. I want to learn Spanish once I get my French down.

21. I want my kids to be at least bilingual.

22. My biggest fear is marrying the wrong person.

23. My nieces and nephews are my favorite children.

24. I have a ton of families and homes!

25. I haven’t been really sick in years.

26. Turning 21 isn’t that big of a deal but I’m excited to celebrate my birthday.

27. I stay in contact with most of my friends and some really random ones too.

28. I’ve only snuck out of my parent’s house once and it was after I had been to college for a year.

29.I keep a regular journal.

30. I am obsessed with the SKY!!

31. I take pictures almost every day.

32. I have over 2000 pictures on my computer. And more in boxes in Colorado.

33. I love football and soccer.

34. I love playing volleyball in the backyard in my bare feet.

35. I hate when my feet get cold.

36. Black is my favorite color for a vehicle.

37. I want a Toyota Tacoma and a Dodge Charger but will probably never own one.

38. One of the first things I notice on a guy is his hands.

39. Nice teeth and smiles are on the top of the list for checking out guys.

40. I LOVE to laugh!

41. My favorite beverages are milk and Pepsi.

42. I LOVE to dance!

43. I love when people make me laugh.

44. I loved growing up with five older brothers and thankfully I like my sister-in-laws because it would have been hard to share them with people I didn’t like.

45. I get along with almost anyone.

46. I love going to the movies.

47. My favorite purchases are my digital camera and my iPod.

48. I love old pictures!

49. I want to own a hotel someday in Australia.

50. I’ve never broken a bone.

51. I’ve never been in a bad car accident.

52. I’m a crazy driver when I’m in Europe.

53. I hate when my bed isn’t made.

54. I sleep with at least two pillows. One for my head and either a body pillow between my legs and I hug it or one between my legs, one for my arms and one for my head.

55. I have mild scoliosis.

56. I like my hair when it is curly.

57. I love shutters.

58. My toenails are always painted but I don’t like my fingernails painted, unless it is French tip.

59. I want to get married in the Rexburg Temple.

60. I love taking showers.

61. I feel POWERful when I wear high heels and become 6’2” =D

62. I like grocery shopping.

63. My worst scar is from falling down in the shower and cutting my leg on a shampoo bottle.

64. I love swimming. (Especially when there are hot swim teachers to look at).

65. I miss being tan.

66. I love scalp massages and my hair being played with.

67. I like to scratch peoples’ backs as much as I like getting my scratched.

68. I love being needed and taking care of people.

69. When I smell rice crispies I think of my Grandma Anderson’s house.

70. I don’t like when girls are taller than me haha.

71. I make friends easily.

72. I always have really weird off the wall dreams that may or may not have something to do with what I thought about or what happened that day.

73. I’ve been skydiving!

74. I like most vegetables except lima beans.

75. I like stripes and polka dots.

76. I love my blue eyes.

77. I can whistle any tune just like my papa.

78. I have a certain weakness for military guys.

79. I love dreaming.

80. My room was a closet once.

81.I have more than one best friend.

82. I love crepes with Nutella and banana.

83. I want a picture of me kissing someone under the Eiffel Tower.

84. I’ve never been kissed in the rain.

85. I want to have boys when I grow up.

86. I like having protective brothers even though most girls wouldn’t.

87. I’ve never had surgery.

88. I like pina coladas (virgin style of course).

89. I almost boxed a girl one time and I wish I would have just to see if I could win.

90. I can sew.

91. I like to turn my headlights off when it’s a full moon outside and drive by the moonlight.

92.I’ve touched Steven Tyler’s hand… Twice!

93.I’ve been proposed to by a random military guy at the airport.

94.I can quote movies like none other but can’t remember everything I would like to for my anatomy tests.

95. I LOVE rodeos! And cowboys!

96. I’ve ran out of gas more than once and have had interesting adventures getting home…

97. I had a frosting fight with my best friend at our graduation party and we had allergic reactions to the frosting.

98. I love CSI, Prison Break and Heroes.

99. Clowns creep me out.

100. I’m very gullible.

101. I love roasting s’mores.

102. I once had a fireplace in my room.

103. I’ve been silly-stringed.

104.I’ve saran wrapped numerous cars.

105. I’ve been in three musicals.

106. I love and miss the beach!

107.I’ve lived in four states but been to almost half.

108. I’ve driven across the country at least four times.

109. Half my best friends are guys.

110. I hate slow drivers.

111. I have to put on chapstick before I go to bed.

112. I like to stay up way too late.

113. I’ve had the most random people sleep in my bed. Even when I wasn’t there.